As 2015 finds its exit tonight, it leaves me with many memories, lessons, and victories.
It is also setting me up for success and realistic goals for 2016.
So bring on the new year!
What a year 2015 has been! I’ve learned more about myself in this year than I ever thought possible. I didn’t know it was possible to be as happy as I have been and I am elated to discover I can continue to live my life this way–this happy. Happiness is a choice and I am going to keep using my “wise mind” to choose to be happy just like I continue to choose recovery over relapse. That being said…
So long, 2015! Let’s review what you taught me:
- I love the color PURPLE. Seriously, purple is my color. Can’t. Get. Enough.
- The lotus flower is pretty much my power symbol and represents my journey toward self-acceptance and self-discovery. Just as the lotus flower must come up through deep, dark mud to bloom and become beautiful; the journey I have walked in recovery has turned me into this beautiful, blooming woman.
- Recovery, true recovery, is 100% possible! Before I always thought people who wrote books about being completely recovered were full of poo but as I’ve walked this road for the last year I have come to understand I, too, can be completely recovered.
- I’ll let you in on a little secret…I’m kind of a hippy at heart.
- I love writing. Kind of obvious but I didn’t realize just HOW much I love writing until this year.
- I enjoy burning incense and using essential oils.
- I CAN survive without knowing my weight. Give it a try…I am certain you have it within you to survive without knowing that number, too!
- My clothing size absolutely does not matter. It doesn’t determine my worth or whether or not people like me.
- I LOVE BEING A MOM. Best. “Job.” Ever.
- I can appreciate my body and show it love…even when I’m struggling.
I would say that is a pretty good list of self-discoveries I made in 2015! I look forward to putting those discoveries to use in 2016. For once my goals for the new year have nothing to do with worshipping the gods of thinness and everything to do with embracing my true self. Curious? Check them out!
Goals for 2016:
- Improve my daily body image. While my body image is leaps and bounds beyond where it was at the start of 2015, I still have a long way to go. Poor body image is everywhere and we are taught to dislike what we see, so working to change that will take time but I’m willing to put in that time.
- Cease eating disorder treatment. Not because I am ready to throw in the towel but because I obtain sustained recovery and no longer need treatment services.
- Yoga, yoga, yoga!! The movement I once found “worthless” has become part of my life on a (near) daily basis. I’m ready to commit to my yoga practice more often and deepen my understanding of self through that practice. (Hippy, I know.)
- Finish the Beautiful Body Acceptance book I started a few months ago. Writing a book is serious work; especially when my toddler comes first! (Writers block is serious stuff, too.) Hopefully I can carve out more time to work on writing it in 2016!
- Grow the BBA “brand” this year. BBA is still a baby, my (second) baby, and nurturing this blog and book are on my list of goals. I want more people to see their beauty and begin the journey of body acceptance!
I hope you take time to reflect on the lessons you learned in 2015 and set goals for 2016 that don’t worship the gods of thinness and weight loss.
Set goals to embrace your true self and let your happy shine!
With Body Love,